Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Revamp
Salamat at natpos ko na ang obligations ko sa school. I really had fun sa finals. That's right you read it: "FUN"...dun kasi ako nag-review sa bahay ng kaklase ko. I've learned a lot from her. Coz she's really smart! Promise! I hope me napulot din siya sakin nung nagstay ako don ng 4 days sa kanila! haha! Right now, I'm really expecting na makatanggap ng mas mataas na marka for my very first Sem in college...sari saring diskarte ang inapply ko...alam niyo na yun.
Peeps, I'm having a hard time sa ngayon. Haaay busy talaga ako ngayon: fixing my life. Marami na kasi akong mga "kabulastugang" ginagawa almost everyday of my life. Nagpapasalamat nalang ako at buhay pa rin ako at marami paring nagmamahal sa akin. Although marami ang nagsasawa pero marami naman ang natutuwa sa akin...
May naka-away nanaman ako last week. Pero I made my way to speak to that person. Gladly she responded naman. Problema ko kung paano ko siya kakausapin...problema na niya kung ayaw na niya akong makausap.
I'm looking forward to next week. Kasi enrollment nanaman. Busy nanaman ulit as usual. Pilahan, tulakan at habulan sa oras...got a lot of things to do pa nga before I hit school next semester:
1. Have my hair arranged kasi magulo na talaga to.
2. Get my face pampered kasi di ko alam kung kailan ko ulit ito maaalagaan ng husto. mukha na nga akong losyang sa sobrang pagwawalang bahala sa self ko.
3. Arrange my room, kasi there's no place like my room.
4. Wash my bags, kasi same din yung reason sa no. 2. Di ko alam kung kailan ko uli mapapansin na madumi yung mga yun.
Sa ngayon wala lang, focused ako sa pagrerelax at paghahanda next sem. Kasi balita ko terror teacher ang makakasagupa namin next sem. (at inexagge ko pa yung term "makasagupa"). Programming na daw kasi kami...indangered na ako sa dream kong maging "Cum Laude". Kahit yun lang (nagbibiro ba ako?! mahirap yun!). Sana man lang mabigyan ko na ng kalinawan ang mga katanungan sa isipan ko ngayon. Sabi daw nila cure daw ang: "TULOG"...pero pag gising mo, ganun pa rin. Mas loko-loko ang magsasabing maglasing, mas mabuting matulog nalang. Pero ang pinakamabuting solusyon diyan ay: magdasal.
Peeps, I'm having a hard time sa ngayon. Haaay busy talaga ako ngayon: fixing my life. Marami na kasi akong mga "kabulastugang" ginagawa almost everyday of my life. Nagpapasalamat nalang ako at buhay pa rin ako at marami paring nagmamahal sa akin. Although marami ang nagsasawa pero marami naman ang natutuwa sa akin...
May naka-away nanaman ako last week. Pero I made my way to speak to that person. Gladly she responded naman. Problema ko kung paano ko siya kakausapin...problema na niya kung ayaw na niya akong makausap.
I'm looking forward to next week. Kasi enrollment nanaman. Busy nanaman ulit as usual. Pilahan, tulakan at habulan sa oras...got a lot of things to do pa nga before I hit school next semester:
1. Have my hair arranged kasi magulo na talaga to.
2. Get my face pampered kasi di ko alam kung kailan ko ulit ito maaalagaan ng husto. mukha na nga akong losyang sa sobrang pagwawalang bahala sa self ko.
3. Arrange my room, kasi there's no place like my room.
4. Wash my bags, kasi same din yung reason sa no. 2. Di ko alam kung kailan ko uli mapapansin na madumi yung mga yun.
Sa ngayon wala lang, focused ako sa pagrerelax at paghahanda next sem. Kasi balita ko terror teacher ang makakasagupa namin next sem. (at inexagge ko pa yung term "makasagupa"). Programming na daw kasi kami...indangered na ako sa dream kong maging "Cum Laude". Kahit yun lang (nagbibiro ba ako?! mahirap yun!). Sana man lang mabigyan ko na ng kalinawan ang mga katanungan sa isipan ko ngayon. Sabi daw nila cure daw ang: "TULOG"...pero pag gising mo, ganun pa rin. Mas loko-loko ang magsasabing maglasing, mas mabuting matulog nalang. Pero ang pinakamabuting solusyon diyan ay: magdasal.
your love is like a shadow at 3:51 AM
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
depressed?
Been there...did that. There are a lot of strategies that I have done just to avoid getting hurt. I hate expecting too much. Gives me the ache when I know that I don't stand any chance. Ang sama talaga nung feeling.
May gusto kang guy tapos kala mo type ka din niya...hayun. Pretend pretend ka na pakipot...tapos malalaman mo all of a sudden. taken na pala. Yan tuloy mukha kang inosenteng tanga. How about doing that for more than 10x...kakapagod right? Dahil gusto mo lang talagang magmadali na magkaBF...broken-puso ka tuloy. Pili-pili ka pa jan sa magiging dreamguy mo...tapos aabutin mo, yan pa. Hate it talaga.
A.S.A. why is it so bad? Ang sama mong tignan. babae ka pa naman. first reason yan...second, mukha ka nang tanga, inuulit mo pa. Di mo mapigilan e. Ganun talaga. Mas mabuting gawin...matulog. Di na iisipin lahat ng related sa mga ganung bagay.
Note to the readers: Pesensiya na po kung hindi niyo ma-intindihan ang mga pinagsusulat ko po dito. Just typing whatever pops sa utak ko. Depressed ako ngayon guys e. I'm cheering myself up...
your love is like a shadow at 5:53 AM
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Friday, August 25, 2006
Mr Blog...
Meet Mr. Blog...babaguhin ko na po yung set up ko sa blog ko. I want to keep my posts personal...at the same time pampubliko. Gusto ko kasi ma-express yung mga saloobin ko ng husto. Get what I mean? Fire Away...
Dear Mr. Blog,
I've been suffering (wierd) feelings since last week. I find it really hard to interpret whatever was on my mind.
I won't attend the "Millitary Ball", that's tonite. I just don't feel like it. I'm bored and I'm so...not into having fun right now. And I wanna talk to my friends.
I wanna stop hurting people. Sometimes I just wanna runaway from my feelings. I want to seek the inner me (God, ang drama ko ngayon). Marami kasing bagay na gusto kong sabihin, pero di ko pwedeng sabihin. Because I might hurt. Now, I don't wanna do that.
I'm rebuilding myself, I have to. Maybe, all teens get through situations like this. When life really gets confusing. Loving the wrong person, getting along with people I never ever hung out with, confused between studies and sports, low self-esteem..etc.
Mr. Blog, I feel...parang nasa preso. Di ako makalabas. Kasi minsan di ko maamin sa sarili ko yun g tunay kong nararamdaman. It hurts inside. Di ako makahinga. Para na akong iiyak. I wanted to break free and I want to discover myself na...but can't rush it I know.
Trapped like a mouse on a deadend. That's how I can describe myself right now. O, did I say that I'm so crushed? I'm sixteen, about to turn seventeen this coming sept 4. I want to do something different. That's why I had to come up with this list:
1. Gusto ko, tatawagin na akong "ate" ng mga bunso sa team namin.
2. Gusto ko nang yumaman--that means, I have to save save save.
3. Gusto ko nang tumigil sa taekwondo--dahil naaapektuhan na yung grades ko.
4. Gusto ko nang magka-bf, dahil ang lungkot kapag wala di ba?
5. Gusto ko nang maging mature--kahit di sa lahat ng bagay...pwede na rin.
6. Gusto kong maging mas totoo pa ako sa sarili ko--no pretentions.
7. Gusto kong sundin ang quote na ito: "think first before you act".
8. Gusto kong bayaran lahat ng mga utang ko--financial man o hindi...it's payback time.
9. Gusto ko nang makipagpeace sa world--para wala nang mabigat sa loob mo di ba?
10. Gusto kong mas maging mapagkumbaba sa kapwa--whether it's not being jealous or being contented with what I have...kasama na din yun don.
11. Gusto kong makipag-date kay God palagi. Miss ko na kasi Siyang ka-bonding.
12. Gusto ko nang iwan ang masasamang gawi ko. Kaso I have to enumerate pa e...
13. Gusto kong maging mas considerate sa ibang bloggers. Yung iba, me time para sa bloghops kahit hectic, tapos ako...ayoko nang sabihin--sisisihin ko nananaman sarili ko niyan e.
14. Gusto kong maging less vocal kapag grades and school ang pag-uusapan. Mas mabuti nang manahimik sa nakuhang uno para walang gulo--oops.
15. Gusto kong makabonding ang mga pinsan ko. I live within their bounderies tapos di ko kayang makisama--sama ko talaga.
16. Gusto kong manahimik na lang kapag inaaway (or pinagsasabihan rather) ako ng parents ko.
17. Gusto kong i-declutter ang marumi kong cabinet--closet ko kasi, parang di taga-21st century yung may ari e. Parang kapanahunan pa ni Da Vinci. Biro lang siyempre (ang exagge ko naman).
18. Gusto kong mag-express, rather than impress...mapapahiya lang ako kapag nagpa-impress kasi ako e.
Yan...nabuo ko na. Now all I have to do, is just follow the list...and get a good life ahead of me. It's really hard being a teenager. Everybody knows that. Pray lang ako for guidance.
Dear Mr. Blog,
I've been suffering (wierd) feelings since last week. I find it really hard to interpret whatever was on my mind.
I won't attend the "Millitary Ball", that's tonite. I just don't feel like it. I'm bored and I'm so...not into having fun right now. And I wanna talk to my friends.
I wanna stop hurting people. Sometimes I just wanna runaway from my feelings. I want to seek the inner me (God, ang drama ko ngayon). Marami kasing bagay na gusto kong sabihin, pero di ko pwedeng sabihin. Because I might hurt. Now, I don't wanna do that.
I'm rebuilding myself, I have to. Maybe, all teens get through situations like this. When life really gets confusing. Loving the wrong person, getting along with people I never ever hung out with, confused between studies and sports, low self-esteem..etc.
Mr. Blog, I feel...parang nasa preso. Di ako makalabas. Kasi minsan di ko maamin sa sarili ko yun g tunay kong nararamdaman. It hurts inside. Di ako makahinga. Para na akong iiyak. I wanted to break free and I want to discover myself na...but can't rush it I know.
Trapped like a mouse on a deadend. That's how I can describe myself right now. O, did I say that I'm so crushed? I'm sixteen, about to turn seventeen this coming sept 4. I want to do something different. That's why I had to come up with this list:
1. Gusto ko, tatawagin na akong "ate" ng mga bunso sa team namin.
2. Gusto ko nang yumaman--that means, I have to save save save.
3. Gusto ko nang tumigil sa taekwondo--dahil naaapektuhan na yung grades ko.
4. Gusto ko nang magka-bf, dahil ang lungkot kapag wala di ba?
5. Gusto ko nang maging mature--kahit di sa lahat ng bagay...pwede na rin.
6. Gusto kong maging mas totoo pa ako sa sarili ko--no pretentions.
7. Gusto kong sundin ang quote na ito: "think first before you act".
8. Gusto kong bayaran lahat ng mga utang ko--financial man o hindi...it's payback time.
9. Gusto ko nang makipagpeace sa world--para wala nang mabigat sa loob mo di ba?
10. Gusto kong mas maging mapagkumbaba sa kapwa--whether it's not being jealous or being contented with what I have...kasama na din yun don.
11. Gusto kong makipag-date kay God palagi. Miss ko na kasi Siyang ka-bonding.
12. Gusto ko nang iwan ang masasamang gawi ko. Kaso I have to enumerate pa e...
13. Gusto kong maging mas considerate sa ibang bloggers. Yung iba, me time para sa bloghops kahit hectic, tapos ako...ayoko nang sabihin--sisisihin ko nananaman sarili ko niyan e.
14. Gusto kong maging less vocal kapag grades and school ang pag-uusapan. Mas mabuti nang manahimik sa nakuhang uno para walang gulo--oops.
15. Gusto kong makabonding ang mga pinsan ko. I live within their bounderies tapos di ko kayang makisama--sama ko talaga.
16. Gusto kong manahimik na lang kapag inaaway (or pinagsasabihan rather) ako ng parents ko.
17. Gusto kong i-declutter ang marumi kong cabinet--closet ko kasi, parang di taga-21st century yung may ari e. Parang kapanahunan pa ni Da Vinci. Biro lang siyempre (ang exagge ko naman).
18. Gusto kong mag-express, rather than impress...mapapahiya lang ako kapag nagpa-impress kasi ako e.
Yan...nabuo ko na. Now all I have to do, is just follow the list...and get a good life ahead of me. It's really hard being a teenager. Everybody knows that. Pray lang ako for guidance.
your love is like a shadow at 4:24 AM
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Friday, August 11, 2006
I'm back!
Guys! Buhay pa ako! I'm back! Hey...musta ka kayo? Miss you all! College gave me a toast of what they call: SWEET TORTURE. Kakapagod pala mag-aral kapag tinututukan mo yung subject. After the midterm exams, I promised myself to be more religious in studying. I have to manage my time as a University varsity in Taekwondo and a hardworking IT student. I have to make most of my potentials. That's what I'm always thinking coz that's what is driving me to strive hard.
Before I get to my main topic, update muna sa crushes...hehe. Kita niyo yung guy diyan sa pic? Gusto kong ligawan yan...adik ako sa kanya sobra! hehe...guys...pag me alam kayo na fansite niya, paki-refer sa kin ha?? Salamat. His smile just drives me N.U.T.S. di ko mapigilan sarili ko!
So anyway:
Applying in the school's varsity team wasn't easy. You had to qualify for the tryouts and spar with a black belter. Then when you're in the team, you have to make major adjustments. Practices start from 5pm-7pm...but it was okay though. Coz my Bhouse is just a block away from school and I'm with a friend.
Few days ago, I tortured myself. I slept from 9pm-12am then be awake until 3am or worse...4am. It wasn't hard when you want something. I wanted this...I wanted to give recognition to myself somehow. Kasi puro nalang ako bulakbol then. I didn't have a chance to prioritize and give extra effort on my studies when I was in high school, I was a slow-poke when it comes to learning. I have fought serious battles in the academic world and manage to crawl back even though I was partially...let's say...dropped to the ground. My parents even felt bad when I graduated as the lone sports awardee. My mom was once a valedictorian from the same school where I graduated. So for her...it was maybe an insult. And I will never forget how I made her so frustrated. I myself felt bad. But what can I do? I love the sport...
Now, I'm done with the first half of the semester...next week, it'll be back to business. I'll be back to pressing my nose against the piles of notes. And I promised myself to try just one more time...and if I fail? Well, maybe another try won't hurt a bit...
At guys...may nakuha na akong mga links ng official site ni Kim Jae Won:
http://cafe.daum.net/kimjaewon0218/
your love is like a shadow at 4:31 AM
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Friday, July 28, 2006
sandali lang to...
Haay...sorry at salamat sa mga nag-daan pa rin sa blog ko. I've been quite busy now. Kasi it's nearly midterm exams and Taekwondo practice is putting so much pressure too. Too bad I wasn't able to update. Well, here I am again with my apology. Daan sana kayo ulit dito kahit on Hiatus ako. La lang gusto ko lang kayo maramdaman e...
So far, I'm faced with a lot of challenges maging sa bahay na tinitirhan ko kung san ako nabo-board. Kay sarap umuwi ng probinsiya. Ngayon andito nanaman ako. And I really can't help it. I needed to come home kasi miss ko dito. Santol, my friends, my fam, at yung place kung saan kami nagtatambay ng iba pang TKD jins dito sa City namin. (BTW, I'm taking my promotional test on Sunday sa Taekwondo).
Hmmm...lemme "RECAP" some events that happened to me while I was away (sa computer).
I learned how to read tabs...hahaha! I could only read chords lang sa guitar e! Hehe. Special thanks to Professor Ramon J. Z. Villanueva a.k.a. my classmate. Marami kasi kaming free time this week kaya napag-isipan naming mag-jamming. Dinala ko yung gitara ko. Then my classmate Ramon, taught me how to read the tabs properly...ehehe.
I finished another book! ehehehe...maikli lang yun e. Pambata! hehe...another story by ROALD DAHL (yung sumulat nung Charlie and the Chocolate Factory). Masaya na ako kasi accomplishment ko na yun. Tinuro sakin kasi ni Maiza yung right way sa pagbabasa ng mga pocket books and novels e...she dared me actually. She told me to read Dan Brown's Deception Point. Tama ba yung title?? hehe. Kasi pinakita niya sakin kanina yung book, then napanganga ako. Sabi ko "di ako marunong"...(kitams, di ba naman marunong magbasa??)--DUH?? hehe...
Ay oo nga pala, Maiza offered to burn me the koreanovela, "Wonderful Life". Alam niya kasi na napapaiyak ako sa story. Crush ko si Kim Jae Won (and in fairness he's just 25 years old--my chance pa...hehe). Cute kasi siya pag-umiiyak. Idol ko din si Eugene at ang kyut kyut ng anak! Pangalan ni Janine in korean is "Xinbi". Pati si Maiza, kinikilig din (in fact sabi niya nakita niya si Mama niya umiiyak sa likod nila habang nanonood). Mahilig kasi si Maiza mag-"Rent" ng koreanovelas. She doesn't have to see it on ABS or GMA. Lucky me coz she offered to burn me a copy of WL.
Midterms is coming! Oh God...I better prepare lots of coffee...pati na rin mga vitamins saka gamot in case magkasakit sa sobrang pagod. These are just some of the things I need to bring sa Bhouse:
1. Glutaphos --gamot
2. Stresstabs --vitamins
3. Gatas --...gatas!
4. Milo --..in case mawalan ng energy
5. Coffee --..in case ayaw ko pang maidlip
6. Coffeemate --..maiidlip ako kapag wala ito
7. Rosary --sigurado...it'll give me the strength that I need
8. confidence...--KAYA KO TO!
So far, I'm faced with a lot of challenges maging sa bahay na tinitirhan ko kung san ako nabo-board. Kay sarap umuwi ng probinsiya. Ngayon andito nanaman ako. And I really can't help it. I needed to come home kasi miss ko dito. Santol, my friends, my fam, at yung place kung saan kami nagtatambay ng iba pang TKD jins dito sa City namin. (BTW, I'm taking my promotional test on Sunday sa Taekwondo).
Hmmm...lemme "RECAP" some events that happened to me while I was away (sa computer).
I learned how to read tabs...hahaha! I could only read chords lang sa guitar e! Hehe. Special thanks to Professor Ramon J. Z. Villanueva a.k.a. my classmate. Marami kasi kaming free time this week kaya napag-isipan naming mag-jamming. Dinala ko yung gitara ko. Then my classmate Ramon, taught me how to read the tabs properly...ehehe.
I finished another book! ehehehe...maikli lang yun e. Pambata! hehe...another story by ROALD DAHL (yung sumulat nung Charlie and the Chocolate Factory). Masaya na ako kasi accomplishment ko na yun. Tinuro sakin kasi ni Maiza yung right way sa pagbabasa ng mga pocket books and novels e...she dared me actually. She told me to read Dan Brown's Deception Point. Tama ba yung title?? hehe. Kasi pinakita niya sakin kanina yung book, then napanganga ako. Sabi ko "di ako marunong"...(kitams, di ba naman marunong magbasa??)--DUH?? hehe...
Ay oo nga pala, Maiza offered to burn me the koreanovela, "Wonderful Life". Alam niya kasi na napapaiyak ako sa story. Crush ko si Kim Jae Won (and in fairness he's just 25 years old--my chance pa...hehe). Cute kasi siya pag-umiiyak. Idol ko din si Eugene at ang kyut kyut ng anak! Pangalan ni Janine in korean is "Xinbi". Pati si Maiza, kinikilig din (in fact sabi niya nakita niya si Mama niya umiiyak sa likod nila habang nanonood). Mahilig kasi si Maiza mag-"Rent" ng koreanovelas. She doesn't have to see it on ABS or GMA. Lucky me coz she offered to burn me a copy of WL.
Midterms is coming! Oh God...I better prepare lots of coffee...pati na rin mga vitamins saka gamot in case magkasakit sa sobrang pagod. These are just some of the things I need to bring sa Bhouse:
1. Glutaphos --gamot
2. Stresstabs --vitamins
3. Gatas --...gatas!
4. Milo --..in case mawalan ng energy
5. Coffee --..in case ayaw ko pang maidlip
6. Coffeemate --..maiidlip ako kapag wala ito
7. Rosary --sigurado...it'll give me the strength that I need
8. confidence...--KAYA KO TO!
your love is like a shadow at 1:35 AM
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Friday, July 14, 2006
College and High School
Asenso na ako...you guys know why?? Kasi...for the first time in my life-history, I read 3 novels straight for less than a week. (5 days lang ata)...or less than 5 days. I never read novels. Tinatamad kasi ako. Pero nung mabasa ko yung "Princess Diaries" (kitams...huli talaga ako!), tuloy tuloy na po! hehe. Tinuruan kasi ako nung kaklase ko (and closest friend ko sa room), na si Maiza kung paano ang tamang pagbasa ng novel. Dapat nga pala siguro..."you've got to be what you are reading" parang ini-imagine mo yung lahat ng mga pangyayari. Kasi ako dati pag-nagbabasa parang walang nangyayri e (hal: namatay yung isang important character--natapos ko yung half sa kuwento, di ko alam namatay pala...nagugulat lang ako kung bakit di ko nanababasa yung name ng character na yun. So, babalikan ko nanaman yung previous pages--haaay). I finished Princess Diaries I and II pagkatapos I read "The Witches". Children's story yun, binasa ko lang. Pero ang tagal matapos ha?!. Baby steps muna, bago yung mga Dan Brown type of novels. hehe...immature talaga ako minsan.
TAMBAYAN
Classes have been suspended, dahil sa buhos ng grasya sa langit--ang ulan. Saya namin kasi no test on IT Fundamentals (By the way, InfoTech pala course ko). Ang dami pa namang dapat isaulo. All those parts in the system unit and stuffs. Ginusto ko to, kaya titiisin ko. (I remembered the time nung pinapili ako between Nursing o yung school na pinapasukan ko ngayon--kukunin ko nursing pagnag-IT ako sa UP, kasi malayo)..hirap nun ano?
So anyway, nagtambal nalang kami buong maghapon pagkatapos naming magtest sa Mechanics. E di naubos yung pera ko sa kakabili ng Buko Juice. hehe. Tambay kami ng blockmates ko sa red benches (malapit sa HQ ng APO<--na frat). Usap2x kami, at mas nakikilala namin ang isa't isa somehow (isang month na kaming magkasama!).
COLLEGE SUCKS--THEN
Akala ko puro bukol ang makukuha ko dito. DI naman pala. My classmates in high school are a lot different than my college peeps. They're diffrent in a different way. Maging sa pagiging plastic o sa pagiging totoo sa tao. In college, di kami nagpaplastikan--prangkahan kaagad (actually me anomalya na nung kalagitnaan ng june, pero naayos kaagad). Nung HS, lagi kaming nag-aaway, nagpaplastikan minsan. In college, nobody calls me "UGLY", sa HS, ramdam ko lagi that I was pangit--due to the "pakikitungo minsan ng iba kong kaklase (but I forgave them naman kaso di ko talaga maalis sa kukote ko)...kahit sabihin lang naman na: "di ka naman pangit ah"...o see the difference? (drama ko ngayon).
I'm just being hopeful na sana di na magbago pa ang takbo ng mundo ko sa colegio. Tama na yung nakakasundo ko ang lahat, walang nang-aaway at pinapahalagahan ako. Tinatrato akong kaibigan ng lahat--come to think of it, ang gaganda at ang gagwapo pa ng mga kaklase ko sa college, tapos, ang bait pa nila sa akin (now that's what I call a blessing). EQUAL TREATMENT kami dun...I thank GOD for that, everytime I recall what happens to me during the day.
TAMBAYAN
Classes have been suspended, dahil sa buhos ng grasya sa langit--ang ulan. Saya namin kasi no test on IT Fundamentals (By the way, InfoTech pala course ko). Ang dami pa namang dapat isaulo. All those parts in the system unit and stuffs. Ginusto ko to, kaya titiisin ko. (I remembered the time nung pinapili ako between Nursing o yung school na pinapasukan ko ngayon--kukunin ko nursing pagnag-IT ako sa UP, kasi malayo)..hirap nun ano?
So anyway, nagtambal nalang kami buong maghapon pagkatapos naming magtest sa Mechanics. E di naubos yung pera ko sa kakabili ng Buko Juice. hehe. Tambay kami ng blockmates ko sa red benches (malapit sa HQ ng APO<--na frat). Usap2x kami, at mas nakikilala namin ang isa't isa somehow (isang month na kaming magkasama!).
COLLEGE SUCKS--THEN
Akala ko puro bukol ang makukuha ko dito. DI naman pala. My classmates in high school are a lot different than my college peeps. They're diffrent in a different way. Maging sa pagiging plastic o sa pagiging totoo sa tao. In college, di kami nagpaplastikan--prangkahan kaagad (actually me anomalya na nung kalagitnaan ng june, pero naayos kaagad). Nung HS, lagi kaming nag-aaway, nagpaplastikan minsan. In college, nobody calls me "UGLY", sa HS, ramdam ko lagi that I was pangit--due to the "pakikitungo minsan ng iba kong kaklase (but I forgave them naman kaso di ko talaga maalis sa kukote ko)...kahit sabihin lang naman na: "di ka naman pangit ah"...o see the difference? (drama ko ngayon).
I'm just being hopeful na sana di na magbago pa ang takbo ng mundo ko sa colegio. Tama na yung nakakasundo ko ang lahat, walang nang-aaway at pinapahalagahan ako. Tinatrato akong kaibigan ng lahat--come to think of it, ang gaganda at ang gagwapo pa ng mga kaklase ko sa college, tapos, ang bait pa nila sa akin (now that's what I call a blessing). EQUAL TREATMENT kami dun...I thank GOD for that, everytime I recall what happens to me during the day.
your love is like a shadow at 1:44 AM
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
Aquaintance...
I haven't blogged since...like...forever? I have lotsa stories to share, but I guess there's little time to spare for that. Oooh...I'm so sorry to those pips that I forgot to visit (their blogs). My schedule is so terrible to describe. I didn't even have time for myself anymore. This is too much pressure for a freshie like me you know...but I'm doing fine though.
Yesterday I washed my clothes (the usual kuso't babad). Including the nice-guy-blouse my cousin lend me. She lemme borrow some of her accessories too, which includes the belt and thing sandals. Why did I need those? We had our College Acquaintance party last Friday, and it was smashing fun! At first it was pretty boring coz all we did was to just sit and stare. Fun came when the Search for the Acquaintance King and Queen started to roll. I enjoyed watching my kapwa feshmen join the so-called Annual DATING GAME! haha! It was a surprised to those who were chosen to be a searchee (of course it was chosen randomly--e kung hinde, edi walang sasali!)
The food was okay, and I couldn't describe the funny-ness (anu yun?!), the staff and teachers made that night. It was sort of a music vid they made as tribute to the IICT 4th year students. Aaaaw...funny pa sana pero mukhang me naging EMO nung gabing yun. Baka ayaw pa niyang iwanan yung school...
Anyway, there's much to tell pa sana but I just wanna keep this post short. Since I have no idea when I'll be back into blogging again. Perhaps 2 weeks later...or so? Hope I could adjust well...
Yesterday I washed my clothes (the usual kuso't babad). Including the nice-guy-blouse my cousin lend me. She lemme borrow some of her accessories too, which includes the belt and thing sandals. Why did I need those? We had our College Acquaintance party last Friday, and it was smashing fun! At first it was pretty boring coz all we did was to just sit and stare. Fun came when the Search for the Acquaintance King and Queen started to roll. I enjoyed watching my kapwa feshmen join the so-called Annual DATING GAME! haha! It was a surprised to those who were chosen to be a searchee (of course it was chosen randomly--e kung hinde, edi walang sasali!)
The food was okay, and I couldn't describe the funny-ness (anu yun?!), the staff and teachers made that night. It was sort of a music vid they made as tribute to the IICT 4th year students. Aaaaw...funny pa sana pero mukhang me naging EMO nung gabing yun. Baka ayaw pa niyang iwanan yung school...
Anyway, there's much to tell pa sana but I just wanna keep this post short. Since I have no idea when I'll be back into blogging again. Perhaps 2 weeks later...or so? Hope I could adjust well...
your love is like a shadow at 8:50 PM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together
