Friday, August 11, 2006
I'm back!
Guys! Buhay pa ako! I'm back! Hey...musta ka kayo? Miss you all! College gave me a toast of what they call: SWEET TORTURE. Kakapagod pala mag-aral kapag tinututukan mo yung subject. After the midterm exams, I promised myself to be more religious in studying. I have to manage my time as a University varsity in Taekwondo and a hardworking IT student. I have to make most of my potentials. That's what I'm always thinking coz that's what is driving me to strive hard.
Before I get to my main topic, update muna sa crushes...hehe. Kita niyo yung guy diyan sa pic? Gusto kong ligawan yan...adik ako sa kanya sobra! hehe...guys...pag me alam kayo na fansite niya, paki-refer sa kin ha?? Salamat. His smile just drives me N.U.T.S. di ko mapigilan sarili ko!
So anyway:
Applying in the school's varsity team wasn't easy. You had to qualify for the tryouts and spar with a black belter. Then when you're in the team, you have to make major adjustments. Practices start from 5pm-7pm...but it was okay though. Coz my Bhouse is just a block away from school and I'm with a friend.
Few days ago, I tortured myself. I slept from 9pm-12am then be awake until 3am or worse...4am. It wasn't hard when you want something. I wanted this...I wanted to give recognition to myself somehow. Kasi puro nalang ako bulakbol then. I didn't have a chance to prioritize and give extra effort on my studies when I was in high school, I was a slow-poke when it comes to learning. I have fought serious battles in the academic world and manage to crawl back even though I was partially...let's say...dropped to the ground. My parents even felt bad when I graduated as the lone sports awardee. My mom was once a valedictorian from the same school where I graduated. So for her...it was maybe an insult. And I will never forget how I made her so frustrated. I myself felt bad. But what can I do? I love the sport...
Now, I'm done with the first half of the semester...next week, it'll be back to business. I'll be back to pressing my nose against the piles of notes. And I promised myself to try just one more time...and if I fail? Well, maybe another try won't hurt a bit...
At guys...may nakuha na akong mga links ng official site ni Kim Jae Won:
http://cafe.daum.net/kimjaewon0218/
your love is like a shadow at 4:31 AM
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