Monday, June 19, 2006
Day Break: on Hiatus
Hey! Omigosh! It's been decades since I posted here! oooh! I'm so sowee guys! Just went a little nuts on my first day in college! (uhh, first week na pala!) hehe. Lotsa friends, new people, terror teachers, scary projects and new campus! whoo! I enjoyed every minute...well just for now. Later, it would be pretty boring and since I wasn't allowed to try out for the team (in taekwondo), all I have to do is to study...think...solve...sleep...eat...and maybe study again. Sheeesh...it's pretty tiring you know...
My Mom works by day and has 2 sidelines just to give me enough allowance (well she applied as a dealer and she offers tutorials for kindergarteners--you know she's such a smart woman--actually the greatest woman in my life)...while my Dad...delivers the allowance and all my stuffs to me, once a week. And all they want from me is to study hard and do the best I can in school. What can I say? I'm such an idiot sometimes. I pity them for sacrificing a lot (and expecting a lot too). They told me: "Just prove to us that you deserve all our sacrifices"... dunno, but no matter how hard I try sometimes (in my studies), I tend to screw everything up in just a second. Which makes me such a failure.
Somebody told me that what I think of affects what the outcome would be. Well surely, that somebidy was right...I need extra motivation. I just hope that someday, "IT will take me to greater heights"...I'd kill myself if ever I don't pass this course. I love computers so much and I was really hoping that computers would serve as the light to my darkness right now...
PS: I'll be on Hiatus right now...sorry guys...just have to concentrate on my studies for now...I'm gonna miss blogging!
My Mom works by day and has 2 sidelines just to give me enough allowance (well she applied as a dealer and she offers tutorials for kindergarteners--you know she's such a smart woman--actually the greatest woman in my life)...while my Dad...delivers the allowance and all my stuffs to me, once a week. And all they want from me is to study hard and do the best I can in school. What can I say? I'm such an idiot sometimes. I pity them for sacrificing a lot (and expecting a lot too). They told me: "Just prove to us that you deserve all our sacrifices"... dunno, but no matter how hard I try sometimes (in my studies), I tend to screw everything up in just a second. Which makes me such a failure.
Somebody told me that what I think of affects what the outcome would be. Well surely, that somebidy was right...I need extra motivation. I just hope that someday, "IT will take me to greater heights"...I'd kill myself if ever I don't pass this course. I love computers so much and I was really hoping that computers would serve as the light to my darkness right now...
PS: I'll be on Hiatus right now...sorry guys...just have to concentrate on my studies for now...I'm gonna miss blogging!
your love is like a shadow at 11:46 PM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together
